19. Kumail's Prayer (Act 1)

Kumail’s Prayer (Act 1) by Professor A.L.I.

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Blessings upon the last, and his holy household

Beseech the one for Mercy to encompass all holds

Upon my dome, I submit before majesty, humbled

His might, is conquistador for all our troubles

Authority over what the Author has written

Names manifest, power illuminates vision

He is the light, the most holy, and the foremost

Shall exist after the last, the reason for hope

Forgive my sins committed which flip my gravity

That transform into events of calamity, tragedies

That remove divine favors, and block supplication

Suppressing optimism, an affliction affiliation

Forgive every sin committed, every single error

Draw me towards you, thru my invocation and prayer

I am a beggar, submissive, awestruck and in terror

Seek an interceder, any Prophet or a ring bearer

Make me contended and pleased, with your justice and peace

Make me modest, unassuming, upon bended knee

You have what I need, your kingdom is blessed

Your plan is secret, your authority manifest

No escape from your dominion, or your magnificence

No one else to pardon sin, or conceal my decadence

Self-loathing, morph my evil deeds into virtues

Glory to the most high, There is no god but you,

My soul suffers from audacity of my sinful ways

I’m positive that its only to you belongs praise

My ignorance of reliance on your past remembrance

And grace towards I and I, becomes irrelevant

For since then I’ve sinned, they were acts of mutiny

Yet, you shield my misdeeds from public scrutiny

I tripped, you picked me up and dusted me off

How many of my undeserving praises you spread abroad

My acts detestable, I should forever be cursed

My trials and sufferings up, my evilness worse

My good deeds diminished, the yoke on my neck’s firm

Worldly deceptions allure me, my insides will burn

Treachery plus procrastination I hear his whispers

Oh God, please don’t allow my prayer to disperse

Into the ether, instead of reaching towards your mercy

Forgive my ignorance, lust and please do not curse me

Negligent ways, blind to your truth, left thirsty

Vices shackle me from holding the next Realm’s keys

I beg for your compassion, in all these circumstances,

Nourishing my positivity and then dislodging my anger

Feeling (understanding) all my problems, trials and tribulations

My base desires topped by the sheer lowness of my station

Obedience to my inner evil, and allure of enemies

I didn’t knuckle up, or guard my grill, so they deceived me

With vain hopes and desires, I was slowly led astray

Fates loom wove the tale, life unravels this way

I transgressed your limits, disobeyed your commands

I stand guilty of omission, broken hearted and stand

Apologetic, repentant, admitting my faults, and confess

Bearing witness to your oneness, seeking your Forgiveness,

Please accept my excuse, admit me to your mercy

Have pity upon my weakness, mind, soul and body

The brittleness of my bones, my fetters, I suffer

The missteps of my journey, my slips, and my blunders

Restore your favours, you once blessed me in life

You are my God, my master, my lord, my hype